mother nature never smelled so good
  can i taste the flower that you carry
  brilliant minds with pretty faces never cry
  pedastal is crumbling down
  now you're on the ground
  selfless days are way too many
  lay back, spread your legs, and don't make a sound
    hiding bruises he brings you roses
  says "i'm sorry" now it's okay
  no hard feelings, no deep meanings
  you were once special
  but just for a day
    he hook and baits you
  to break you in two
  now no one is saying
  that it'll be all right
  promises when he says "i love you"
  face first to the floor
  now you just don't know
    speak up!
  because no one's listening
    all those lonely nights
  you stayed up and cried
  sick to your stomach with butterflies
  he says "come here and hold me close
  you never really seem to smile when i touch you"
  saccharine sweet flavored drinks
  taste so old
  this burning in your mind
  makes you feel so cold
    no recollection of affection
  we're only safe from harm when nothing
  matters only 20 years have passed
  and you're already feeling old
  bell jar is ringing
  and no one understands the feeling of
  kicking a dead cow
  and hoping that i will come alive
  when everything is wrong
  you just say..
  "i'm doing fine."
    she's reaching for something right